CUPCAKES!!

OMG I super lovin it..

today I tried to make chocolate cupcakes with cream cheesse frosting (wth is frosting i dont even know lol).
and it was pretty much success for an amateur like me :p

it is so easy and only took for 1 hour (mine)

first all u have to do is..
mix sugar , butter, vanilla assent , flour ,cocoa powder , baking powder(1 teaspoon), baking soda(1 teaspoon), salt (little bit) , buttermilk all of them ..mix them equally
put into the oven for only 15-20 minutes
 you are ready for the cakes now for the cream chesse frosting

mix sugar,cheese, butter all of them thoroughly and put some vanilla assent and milk 1 tablespoon..
mix them altogether..
put the ingredients to plastic decoration errhh i dont know what it s called so it is a plastic and you can put ingridients in it and then you start to decorating the cakes..aha aha aha..look like my english getting worse!!

anndd..finnally...TADAAAAA...

SO LOVELY!!..

NB: Im using juicer as a mixer and ricecooker as an oven haha.

GOOD LUCK GUYS..

PISSED OFF??

BEFORE I WRITE THIS BLOG I WANNA APOLOGIZE FOR MY CAPS LOCK BECAUSE I REALLY PISSED RIGHT NOW..

THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT MAKE ME PISSED..

FIRST THING:
I WANNA GO TO KOREA FOR HAVING SUMMER CLASS BUT I CANT..WELL I THINK OVER ABOUT IT AND I SHOULDNT PISS OF IT..THERE IS SOME CIRCUMSTANCES WHY I CANNOT GO TO KOREA THAT I CANT TELL U GUYS IN THIS BLOG..SO THIS KIND OF REASON I CAN HANDLE IT..IT'S FINE!!

SECOND THING IS

I REALLY HATE WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME ABOUT MY PIN BLACKBERRY OF MINE BECAUSE I DONT HAVE ONE!!!! IT 'S NOT LIKE I REALLY PISSED BECAUSE I DONT HAVE A BLACKBERRY SMARTPHONE THAT CAN KEEPS HUMAN STAY STILL 24 HOURS WITHOUT EATING BUTTT I JUST PISSED WHEN I REALIZE IN THIS GLOBALIZATION ERA THAT SUPER FAST SO I WAS LIKE BEING OLDFASHIONABLE..
JUST IMAGINE ONLY ME IN MY FAMILY HAVENT GET ANY KIND OF BLACKBERRY WTH..ONCE AGAIN I DONT CARE ABOUT BLACKBERRY BUT JUST IMAGINE WHEN U WERE SURROUNDED BY BLACKBERRY FAMILY..ONLY U THAT THEY CANNOT CHATT ON BBM WITH..ONLY YOU THEY CANNOT SHARE FILE INSTANTLY..AND I WAS LIKE..SUPER FREAKING WTH..PLEASE RESPECT ME AT LEAST DONT USE BLACKBERRY IN FRONT OF ME THOU THIS IS A SELFISH WISH OF MINE :P..U KNOW BLACBERRY CAN MAKE U FEEL UNSTOPABLE..I WAS SO FEEL LIKE ISOLATED WHEN WE WERE WAITING FOR OUR DINNER AND THEY WERE LIKE SEEING THEIR BB AND START TO GIGGLING AND STUFF..AND NONSTOP EVEN OUR FOOD ALREADY SERVED ON OUR TABLE..

THIRD THING:

BECAUSE I DONT HAVE BLACBERRY I CANNOT UPDATE MY STATUS ON TWITTER OR FB..SO..I  DONT KNOW MY MOM EVER FELT GUILTY ON ME ORR...SHE LEND ME HER BLACBERRY TORCH WHITE FOR NOT BEING OLDFASHIONEDD ??(IM SORRY I DONT KNOW WHAT IM SAYING RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I FEEL MY BLOOD PREASSURE IS ON THE TOP OF MY HEAD,I DONT HAVE ANY KIND OF SICKNESS THO JK)
SO..I LOG ON TO MY TWITTER AND I NEVER LOG OUT FROM THE PHONE..WHENEVER I KEEP UPDATED TO MY FRIEND,ASK SOMETHING,OR DO SOMETHING, MY MOM KNEW ABOUT IT..I DONT HAVE ANY PRIVACY AT ALL..COM ON WE PROMISED RIGHT FROM THE START THAT WE NEVER READ TRY TO TAKE A PEEK ON OUR STUFF..EVEN TALK ABOUT IT..BUT U SAID IT MOM..WTV..

FORTH THING :

I KNOW THIS IS THE MOST SELFISHNESS WISH I EVER HAD IN MY LIFE..I WANNA HAVE A VACATION PLEASEE..BUT U GUYS SEEMS PRETEND NOT REALLY INTO IT..I KNOW THE REASON BUT I STILL KEEP WANTING..BECAUSE I FELT HORRIBLE LAST NIGHT COUNTING HOW MANY DAYS LEFT IN INDONESIA..ALL THIS TIME IM DOING NOTHING..I WAS SO DISSAPOINTED..I WANNA GO SOMEWHERE PLEASEEE..I DONT CARE WHO I COME WITH..MY FRIENDS OR MY FAMILY..I JUST WANT TO DO SOMWTHING HERE..

FIFTH THING:

I DONT HAVE MY SWIMSUIT LOL..WELL..I HAVE ONE BUT IT IS SMALLER THAN MY SIZE AND IT IS FROM 2 YEARS AGO I ALREADY COMPLAIN ABOUT IT..ANDD..MY MOM SEEMS DOESNT HAVE RESPOND..WELL SHE DOES BUT SOMEDAY SHE WILL BUY FOR ME..ILL JUST WAIT..I DONT REALLY PISSED ABOUT THIS ANW..

SIXTH THING:

HMM..LET ME THINK..SHE ALWAYS ASK ME FOR PLAY TENNIS ALL THE TIME AND I WAS LIKE --"..I CANT DESCRIBE IT..HHAA..

SEVENTH THING :

WHY MY SIS SEEMS SO BUSY WITH HER 'THINGS'.WEELL IT IS HER BUSSINES I DONT HAVE RIGHT TO COMPLAIN..

I THINK THATS ALL GUYS..

I HOPE I DONT TROUBLING U GUYS WITH MY FREAK'N CAPS LOCK.
AND I HOPE I CAN FORGET ABOUT MY VENGEANCE HOWEVER IT IS NOT GOOD TO HAVE UNREASONABLE REVENGE IN YOUR HEART.. :p..BYYEE..HAVE A NICE DREAMS

Make oVER studio

Just wanna announce you guys..



FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO MAKE OVER IN YOUR SPECIAL DAY (BIRTHDAY,WEDDING CEREMONY,ETC) , I CAN PUT MAKE UP AND HAIR DO ONLY FOR RP.50000 AND U CAN NEGOTIATE WITH IT OR ELSE IF IN CASE U DIDNT SATISFY WITH THE RESULT U JUST CAN MAKE REFUND..!!
THIS IS ONLY OCCUR IN JAKARTA..FOR THOSE WHO LIVE OUTSIDE JAKARTA PLEASE DO COME TO JAKARTA..
I REALLY HAPPY TO MAKE ALL GIRLS BEAUTIFUL..

IF U GUYS INTEREST JUST CONTACT :+62818123199 OR JUST EMAIL FB ME AT VICTORIA VANESSA (VICTORIUS_VAN@HOTMAIL.COM)

I KNOW THIS SOUND RIDICULOUS BUT IM SERIOUS!!!:P
HAHAHAHA..
NB: PLEASE DONT LAUGH SASA WHEN U READ THIS..I KNOW YOU WILL..AHHAH..

mind to intro

Oh HELL NO WAY!!


So there is one guy from out of nowhere ask me for intro myself all of sudden..Well I was in my SWIMSUIT okeh and I was going to ladies bathroom and he said stuff like that??
I just start wondering..WHAT THE HELL DO I KNOW YOU JUST GET OFF..actually I was going to use fcuk but it seems Im not have the right to say it for NOW because Im not foreigner(what the heck am I talking about??)

but because of feeling uneasy I just handshaked with him and say my name..--"

After I say my name he ask what grade I am and I said IM ALREADY GRADUATED..

"owh so you are in senior high right now?"

IM ALREADY GRADUATED FROM SENIOR HIGH!!!SATISFIED NOW ASKING A GIRL WHO OLDER THAN YOU??!! and then he just ran away..
huhh..weirdd..

it's not me that being too rude..it was him being so UNATTRACTIVE..forgive me weirdoo..I have right to do so..haha..kidding..--"

famous blogger

First of all Why am I start making this blog??
everything does have a cause..

because...

I've seen many bloggers have alot of fun while they were blogging especially XIAXUE and CHESSERLAND..
They both are my favourite bloggers everr..haha..

I like them because they are so spontaneous and they always have something to talk about in their blog and they are pretty cute too soo..it makes them to develope their skill in blogging..

so one time I send email to XIAXUE..
''Dear,XIAXUE,

Im a big fan of yours.I wanna know how to make an ideal body of yours?
thanks.

Regards,
V V G   '"

I was really excited to wait for her reply becasue one of my friend did and she replied her back..

1 day pass..she might dont want to look over the computer..
2 days pass..she might receiving a bunch of random comments from her fan..
3 days pass..may be she is going to reply her fan one by one now..
4 days pass....she might have been preparing for the next blog..Im really excited to see the new blog..
5 days pass...
6 days pass...
7 days pass...----------------------------------------------------------------------------

UGH..TOTALLY BEING IGNORED 100 PERCENT..
then I reckoned myself about my questions..did I do wrong????????

according to my friend..YES I DID..because I insult her indirectly..

OMG WHYY..I mean..I think she has enough tall,enough figure,not to skiiny yet to fat..
so what's wrong with it..
If is that so I feel guilty somehow..but..I didnt really meant to..

had a lot of streeessss

U know what..I havent registered classes for fall..hahahaha!!not really a big deal tho..

For those who having a stress right now,we should make a facebook group 'STRESS ALL THE TIME' with the name.(just like alay does).ha!It's not funny okay I just try to make 'not-funny' joke for myself.HUH!

Everybody does have a stress but depend on guys how to deal with it..
Some people they read manga (OTAKU) for stress reliever (JUST LIKE ME HA!)
Some people they make some blog (JUST LIKE ME HA!)
Some people they play piano or ballet ?? (I dont think so but some people do)
Some people they eat ALOT
Some people they start to do crazy things
EVEN some people start to SUICIDE when the problems come bigger!!!!

oooOOOOOOoooo

Well all I wanna say is..Just enjoy your life..

DESICION IS IN YOUR OWN HAND..if u wanna be comicus assitant just do it..if u want to be a psychology at ATMA DJAYA just go for it!!but dont ever SUICIDE..I believe the moment when u jump off from the roof u will 200 percent REGRET of what u did just then..

and all of that is depend on yourself..so it's true that desicion is a choice that hard to make but dont ever regret it..SUICIDE is the only thing that u have toi regret for..everything in this world is good just depend on how we manage them..

If u r having trouble to make your desicion wether is it good or bad things..there's something I wanna tell u guys that eventho we choose the wrong way we can still fix it..

so dont be afraid of your deicion..JUST DO WHAT U WANT TO DO ONETIME IN LIFE(if there is a reicarnation it would probably take a looongg way to go still so do now..NO LATER!HA!)

okay then guys..mee too have to solve my own problems..I  think it s getting worse ;p