it s been a while

Hi there again, guys!!!!!

just little update with me (wait Im not Michelle Phan)..

I ve been recently busy spending time with my bed.. I mean literally I am becoming lazy ass..
I dont know exactly the reason but Indonesia make me feel spoiled way too much (I think) because I got everything pretty much that I want (not all the time) sponsored by parents off course.

But the things are not going that smooth because we are lacking of transportation.. Normally we have 3 cars but now we only have 2 cars because my dad decided to sell one of them ( it was okay with them because me and my sis were studying abroad so no one ride the car) and nowadays it is very inconvenience to us because we re no longer have extra car to ride.

So, all this time ive been spending time with my family and if my dad comes home earlier he usually bring me to somewhere place that I would like to visit.. My sister too whenever she got time, she would bring me to the places that has been a trend for teenager.. Those places were so cool because I felt none of them would ever built in Indonesia.

I relized even Jakarta itself already make a lots of improvements.. The city, buildings, economics, and restaurants.. Everything gradually changes into something luxury..

Im feeling rich whenever I ended up visiting one of the hang out place in Jakarta because the interior design was so overwhelming meanwhile the food and beverage are just okay ( I m pretty sure you can make it homemade if you wanna check it out in youtube).. You could not imagine how architect came up with those idea ( they sure study long enough to get the degree lol).

Off course for me, all of these are too much.. not mentioning about how much money I have..

First of all, I am not used to this..
All these has changed since not so long time ago.. probably when I just about to start my freshman year in college they starter to build these whole luxury things.. and by time I was out side of the country not knowing what's going on back in Indo they are developing the business. By the time I get home then BOOM I know nothing about all these stuff.. It was like I ve been sleeping and woke up knowing only your family exist but not your surrounding..
I like western food but you know the best food you ever taste is always been from your own country. I cannot lie about this I miss my mom's cook more than anything.. So this time I wanna keep it traditional but it s sure not easy to find my own food in this era.. Yes I know there would be one but that is not the food that you and your friend would get when you guys went out.

Everything is so freaking expensive geezz...
I miss food that has good quality but still has friendly price (harga bersahabat) lol. Im not saying my family could not afford it but we had been taught for always save money and think rational when it comes to buy food.. Nowadays, there are not few restaurant offer you poor quality food and the price are insane. 

Im on diet lol!!
okay guys I know this is ridiculous.. the diet that I meant is not you guys think.. I want food that keep me healthy and fit (whatt thhee heellll)..
Okay I was joking about diet.. but I admit western food is sure fattening.. and everything now pretty much is either the combination of western food or purely westernized.
Even now, my home country food didnt feel healthy at all but I dont know about the calories and stuff because my mom told me not to be so concern about that.. she told me YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE (YOLO) and I would be very the stupidest human being on earth if I did not enjoy food..
Yeah right.. lol

But mommmmm!! I m also a teenager (almost adult) who wanna be skinny even once.. I NEVER BEEN SKINNY IN MY LIFE WHY DONT YOU UNDERSTAND??!!! okay that s too much.. I never said that to my mom, mami TERE lol!! I just sometimes say something sarcastic to her about how she fed me way too much food back then.. Well thanks to her tho, I have this almost-athletic body ( big + flabby muscle) hahah lol!!

well we have been fighting ( not literally) or i can say arguing about how much rice I should eat and she always give A LOT like really whole full plate of rice standing in front of me.. I was like this is not necessary.. small amount of rice is enough but not whole plate.. I dont play tennis like I used to be..and my mom goes like




YOU HAVE TO EAT A LOT!!!!!



:( sigh




X.O.X.O
VVG