Yeah everything always has ending..
It's not always happy ending sometimes the producer want to make it dramatic so it became sad ending instead.
Well it s not like every producer purposely want to make it based on their wants but sometimes it has to match with the stories..
Just look at all the koreans drama.. some stories didnt ended well because the producer forced it to ended that way.. in the end, the crowds made a 'booo' sounds..
in conclusion, we cannot force thing to happen.. just let it be then it would be perfect in time.
Im going tomorrow.. to study...in America...
NEBRASKA
It s sad to realized that I have to leave my family..my mom,dad, sister, and my beloved grandma..
Ive been a jerk to them whole this summer break..They were mad.. yes, and I know it too..
We always argue things that we re not supposed to argue.
There is a time when we had really big fight..I dunno why but it was just happen..
I was sad honestly, we didnt get along because arguing about food??
anyway.. I dont know what to say probably I wont be blogging until next year or next break..
Just let it be because it wont ended perfectly if you forced it..even I have to teach myself over and over again..
so long friends.. I hope to see u soon
X.O.X.O
VVG
Senin, 19 Agustus 2013
Kamis, 11 Juli 2013
it s been a while
Hi there again, guys!!!!!
just little update with me (wait Im not Michelle Phan)..
I ve been recently busy spending time with my bed.. I mean literally I am becoming lazy ass..
I dont know exactly the reason but Indonesia make me feel spoiled way too much (I think) because I got everything pretty much that I want (not all the time) sponsored by parents off course.
But the things are not going that smooth because we are lacking of transportation.. Normally we have 3 cars but now we only have 2 cars because my dad decided to sell one of them ( it was okay with them because me and my sis were studying abroad so no one ride the car) and nowadays it is very inconvenience to us because we re no longer have extra car to ride.
So, all this time ive been spending time with my family and if my dad comes home earlier he usually bring me to somewhere place that I would like to visit.. My sister too whenever she got time, she would bring me to the places that has been a trend for teenager.. Those places were so cool because I felt none of them would ever built in Indonesia.
I relized even Jakarta itself already make a lots of improvements.. The city, buildings, economics, and restaurants.. Everything gradually changes into something luxury..
Im feeling rich whenever I ended up visiting one of the hang out place in Jakarta because the interior design was so overwhelming meanwhile the food and beverage are just okay ( I m pretty sure you can make it homemade if you wanna check it out in youtube).. You could not imagine how architect came up with those idea ( they sure study long enough to get the degree lol).
Off course for me, all of these are too much.. not mentioning about how much money I have..
First of all, I am not used to this..
All these has changed since not so long time ago.. probably when I just about to start my freshman year in college they starter to build these whole luxury things.. and by time I was out side of the country not knowing what's going on back in Indo they are developing the business. By the time I get home then BOOM I know nothing about all these stuff.. It was like I ve been sleeping and woke up knowing only your family exist but not your surrounding..
I like western food but you know the best food you ever taste is always been from your own country. I cannot lie about this I miss my mom's cook more than anything.. So this time I wanna keep it traditional but it s sure not easy to find my own food in this era.. Yes I know there would be one but that is not the food that you and your friend would get when you guys went out.
Everything is so freaking expensive geezz...
I miss food that has good quality but still has friendly price (harga bersahabat) lol. Im not saying my family could not afford it but we had been taught for always save money and think rational when it comes to buy food.. Nowadays, there are not few restaurant offer you poor quality food and the price are insane.
Im on diet lol!!
okay guys I know this is ridiculous.. the diet that I meant is not you guys think.. I want food that keep me healthy and fit (whatt thhee heellll)..
Okay I was joking about diet.. but I admit western food is sure fattening.. and everything now pretty much is either the combination of western food or purely westernized.
Even now, my home country food didnt feel healthy at all but I dont know about the calories and stuff because my mom told me not to be so concern about that.. she told me YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE (YOLO) and I would be very the stupidest human being on earth if I did not enjoy food..
Yeah right.. lol
But mommmmm!! I m also a teenager (almost adult) who wanna be skinny even once.. I NEVER BEEN SKINNY IN MY LIFE WHY DONT YOU UNDERSTAND??!!! okay that s too much.. I never said that to my mom, mami TERE lol!! I just sometimes say something sarcastic to her about how she fed me way too much food back then.. Well thanks to her tho, I have this almost-athletic body ( big + flabby muscle) hahah lol!!
well we have been fighting ( not literally) or i can say arguing about how much rice I should eat and she always give A LOT like really whole full plate of rice standing in front of me.. I was like this is not necessary.. small amount of rice is enough but not whole plate.. I dont play tennis like I used to be..and my mom goes like
YOU HAVE TO EAT A LOT!!!!!
:( sigh
X.O.X.O
VVG
just little update with me (wait Im not Michelle Phan)..
I ve been recently busy spending time with my bed.. I mean literally I am becoming lazy ass..
I dont know exactly the reason but Indonesia make me feel spoiled way too much (I think) because I got everything pretty much that I want (not all the time) sponsored by parents off course.
But the things are not going that smooth because we are lacking of transportation.. Normally we have 3 cars but now we only have 2 cars because my dad decided to sell one of them ( it was okay with them because me and my sis were studying abroad so no one ride the car) and nowadays it is very inconvenience to us because we re no longer have extra car to ride.
So, all this time ive been spending time with my family and if my dad comes home earlier he usually bring me to somewhere place that I would like to visit.. My sister too whenever she got time, she would bring me to the places that has been a trend for teenager.. Those places were so cool because I felt none of them would ever built in Indonesia.
I relized even Jakarta itself already make a lots of improvements.. The city, buildings, economics, and restaurants.. Everything gradually changes into something luxury..
Im feeling rich whenever I ended up visiting one of the hang out place in Jakarta because the interior design was so overwhelming meanwhile the food and beverage are just okay ( I m pretty sure you can make it homemade if you wanna check it out in youtube).. You could not imagine how architect came up with those idea ( they sure study long enough to get the degree lol).
Off course for me, all of these are too much.. not mentioning about how much money I have..
First of all, I am not used to this..
All these has changed since not so long time ago.. probably when I just about to start my freshman year in college they starter to build these whole luxury things.. and by time I was out side of the country not knowing what's going on back in Indo they are developing the business. By the time I get home then BOOM I know nothing about all these stuff.. It was like I ve been sleeping and woke up knowing only your family exist but not your surrounding..
I like western food but you know the best food you ever taste is always been from your own country. I cannot lie about this I miss my mom's cook more than anything.. So this time I wanna keep it traditional but it s sure not easy to find my own food in this era.. Yes I know there would be one but that is not the food that you and your friend would get when you guys went out.
Everything is so freaking expensive geezz...
I miss food that has good quality but still has friendly price (harga bersahabat) lol. Im not saying my family could not afford it but we had been taught for always save money and think rational when it comes to buy food.. Nowadays, there are not few restaurant offer you poor quality food and the price are insane.
Im on diet lol!!
okay guys I know this is ridiculous.. the diet that I meant is not you guys think.. I want food that keep me healthy and fit (whatt thhee heellll)..
Okay I was joking about diet.. but I admit western food is sure fattening.. and everything now pretty much is either the combination of western food or purely westernized.
Even now, my home country food didnt feel healthy at all but I dont know about the calories and stuff because my mom told me not to be so concern about that.. she told me YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE (YOLO) and I would be very the stupidest human being on earth if I did not enjoy food..
Yeah right.. lol
But mommmmm!! I m also a teenager (almost adult) who wanna be skinny even once.. I NEVER BEEN SKINNY IN MY LIFE WHY DONT YOU UNDERSTAND??!!! okay that s too much.. I never said that to my mom, mami TERE lol!! I just sometimes say something sarcastic to her about how she fed me way too much food back then.. Well thanks to her tho, I have this almost-athletic body ( big + flabby muscle) hahah lol!!
well we have been fighting ( not literally) or i can say arguing about how much rice I should eat and she always give A LOT like really whole full plate of rice standing in front of me.. I was like this is not necessary.. small amount of rice is enough but not whole plate.. I dont play tennis like I used to be..and my mom goes like
YOU HAVE TO EAT A LOT!!!!!
:( sigh
X.O.X.O
VVG
Senin, 17 Juni 2013
Nowhere to run ehh??
If there is nowhere to run which i mean ive been update my life with twitter and facebook and now path the recent social media just appeared..the whole situation is im having big conflict with everyone so there is no way im gonna post it on facebook and twitter right?!!!
I decided to log back into my blog account hich i barely use (last time i used it for finding LS) looorrrrrrr!!!
Anyway this all started when i went back home to indonesia for the third time hahaha i really make it sound like do i?? This time i went back home ALL of em got annoyed with my recent behavior..
WHYWHYWHY????
Jeng jeng jeng.......
Because well u know i think i hit the puberty kinda late...i realized im feeling it right now..when i didnt care about other's opinion, my friends already did..when i didnt care about my appearance others already did..
Now i feel like i have to really keep my food portion to get a proportional body ehhh??
I dont know what im doing actually.. I just keep my portion less than everyone that was my only goal..
Why did i even do this shit??
Because i realized last year when i went back to indo for the second time i can say i was huge whahahahah lol.. I LOVE foods okay..everyone does even models they love it too..
I dont like running or working out ughhhh..but i gotta do it because i feel have to maintain my stamina.. Is that even reasonable??
Okay the main reason is because i just dont want to be chubby anymore hihihi chubby awww ..
I feel like once i get chubby it s hard to get back into shapes again sooooo hmmm i have to keep checking on my foods??i think so??may be u guys disagree with me like my fam did but this is what im doing for currently..
And the funny facts about my family : they really loves me to eat alot!!! Like alot!! Hahaha even. Think that was too much of foods but they just want me to be happy and they know i lbe foods!!
But when they see me like this they all got disappointed and i dont know may be pissed at me..
I always envy every mom that always support their children to eat less (this sounds wrong) but my mom is not type of person like that..
So anyone can help me out with this problem?? I really like to hear some advice????( like anyone care or read my blog eh??)
X.oX.o
Vvg
I decided to log back into my blog account hich i barely use (last time i used it for finding LS) looorrrrrrr!!!
Anyway this all started when i went back home to indonesia for the third time hahaha i really make it sound like do i?? This time i went back home ALL of em got annoyed with my recent behavior..
WHYWHYWHY????
Jeng jeng jeng.......
Because well u know i think i hit the puberty kinda late...i realized im feeling it right now..when i didnt care about other's opinion, my friends already did..when i didnt care about my appearance others already did..
Now i feel like i have to really keep my food portion to get a proportional body ehhh??
I dont know what im doing actually.. I just keep my portion less than everyone that was my only goal..
Why did i even do this shit??
Because i realized last year when i went back to indo for the second time i can say i was huge whahahahah lol.. I LOVE foods okay..everyone does even models they love it too..
I dont like running or working out ughhhh..but i gotta do it because i feel have to maintain my stamina.. Is that even reasonable??
Okay the main reason is because i just dont want to be chubby anymore hihihi chubby awww ..
I feel like once i get chubby it s hard to get back into shapes again sooooo hmmm i have to keep checking on my foods??i think so??may be u guys disagree with me like my fam did but this is what im doing for currently..
And the funny facts about my family : they really loves me to eat alot!!! Like alot!! Hahaha even. Think that was too much of foods but they just want me to be happy and they know i lbe foods!!
But when they see me like this they all got disappointed and i dont know may be pissed at me..
I always envy every mom that always support their children to eat less (this sounds wrong) but my mom is not type of person like that..
So anyone can help me out with this problem?? I really like to hear some advice????( like anyone care or read my blog eh??)
X.oX.o
Vvg
Sabtu, 01 Juni 2013
haihai hoooo!!!!
okay guys i know this is completely random but i really want to make a cooking tutorial (although i cant even cook well) but past these year due to living by myself i found myself enjoying cooking so much... I know my roomie doesnt even compliment my skill yet but you know what that means u gotta try harder (stubbooorrrnn!!)
especially i know i ve been acting super duper weird lately and i know what the cause of it.
i give u some hint....it 's about guy.......
it's ridiculous isnt it? i mean i was completely cannot think clear and began to not trust every guy that i met..that s so silly of me ( i just realized that like just now literally lol)...
I know it was not even serious but it still bugs me. and i was kinda lost my pride.. all i want is just to get my pride back that's it!!
but......
it's very hard to forget someone that really meant for u during valentines day *kyyyaaa
okay i was being a little bit exaggerating but it s true...none of the girls would easy to get through break-ups....
in my case it was not break ups it s about something elseeee...
well i cant really tell you because i decided to forget what happen in the past
there is no point to recall those memories back...yes there is not!!
so for you guys that by any chance read my blog and having break-ups moment..dont be sad...
YOURE NOT ALONE!!!!
there are still plenty of guys out there!!
go out and have fun with them hawhahwhawhhaha!!
not literally like sleep around okay?hahahhaha
btw i caught a bouquet of flower today from my cousins' wedding..it was very suprising for me because i never had one..
anw.......
i know there is moment that i will for sure think or recall memories that i had with my past but in the other hand ill try to see happen next :)
X.O.X.O
VVG
especially i know i ve been acting super duper weird lately and i know what the cause of it.
i give u some hint....it 's about guy.......
it's ridiculous isnt it? i mean i was completely cannot think clear and began to not trust every guy that i met..that s so silly of me ( i just realized that like just now literally lol)...
I know it was not even serious but it still bugs me. and i was kinda lost my pride.. all i want is just to get my pride back that's it!!
but......
it's very hard to forget someone that really meant for u during valentines day *kyyyaaa
okay i was being a little bit exaggerating but it s true...none of the girls would easy to get through break-ups....
in my case it was not break ups it s about something elseeee...
well i cant really tell you because i decided to forget what happen in the past
there is no point to recall those memories back...yes there is not!!
so for you guys that by any chance read my blog and having break-ups moment..dont be sad...
YOURE NOT ALONE!!!!
there are still plenty of guys out there!!
go out and have fun with them hawhahwhawhhaha!!
not literally like sleep around okay?hahahhaha
btw i caught a bouquet of flower today from my cousins' wedding..it was very suprising for me because i never had one..
anw.......
i know there is moment that i will for sure think or recall memories that i had with my past but in the other hand ill try to see happen next :)
X.O.X.O
VVG
Kamis, 23 Mei 2013
backkk!!!summer 2013
heeloww my little feellowss!!
how all u been doing without me??
WANTED!!
I really desperate looking for one of my close friend LS!!WHERE ARE U SIHH???
this blog is the only way i can let u know how I ve been missing u and eager to hear about your gossip!!!
please let me know if u read this post and I know you will!!!!
hahaha
X.O.X.O
VVG
how all u been doing without me??
WANTED!!
I really desperate looking for one of my close friend LS!!WHERE ARE U SIHH???
this blog is the only way i can let u know how I ve been missing u and eager to hear about your gossip!!!
please let me know if u read this post and I know you will!!!!
hahaha
X.O.X.O
VVG
Rabu, 02 Januari 2013
Sabtu, 29 Desember 2012
HEIHO!!
WAADDDAPPP???
Omg I feel so depressed now just wanna try to cheer myself up..
I know it sucks but shit happens..
ANW, today I am NOT in a very good mood..
I couldnt sleep until 6 and I was having breakfast instead to go to bed..
afternoon I BURNT chickens that I supposed to cook for lunch :( :( :( ..BYE BYE my $6
and I dont know why I kept on spacing out today
I know the reason why but the thing is I dont want to tell u guys because I really think that I m pathetic now and I am embarrassed of myself..
I really need motivation or inspiration I dont care which one but pleaseeee give me one RIGHT NOW LOLL!! (LS!! IM CRYING FOR HELP!!)
and I guess I need time to solve all of the problems...
New Year is coming so I shall wish for what I want right?????
Omg I feel so depressed now just wanna try to cheer myself up..
I know it sucks but shit happens..
ANW, today I am NOT in a very good mood..
I couldnt sleep until 6 and I was having breakfast instead to go to bed..
afternoon I BURNT chickens that I supposed to cook for lunch :( :( :( ..BYE BYE my $6
and I dont know why I kept on spacing out today
I know the reason why but the thing is I dont want to tell u guys because I really think that I m pathetic now and I am embarrassed of myself..
I really need motivation or inspiration I dont care which one but pleaseeee give me one RIGHT NOW LOLL!! (LS!! IM CRYING FOR HELP!!)
and I guess I need time to solve all of the problems...
New Year is coming so I shall wish for what I want right?????
Rabu, 26 Desember 2012
Christmas
White Christmas that I've been waiting for it's all gone now..
No boyfriend hell yeah...
my family went to Bali for vacation wtv...
anw, I am really REALLY sad now..it hurts somehow but i couldnt say anything because I cannot do anything...
why did u choose me in the first place? duh....
I am really sober plus lonely and sad in this christmas day..
writing "christmas" just remind me of his name wth :(
Please oh please white Christmas please be kind to me.. I am restless..
No boyfriend hell yeah...
my family went to Bali for vacation wtv...
anw, I am really REALLY sad now..it hurts somehow but i couldnt say anything because I cannot do anything...
why did u choose me in the first place? duh....
I am really sober plus lonely and sad in this christmas day..
writing "christmas" just remind me of his name wth :(
Please oh please white Christmas please be kind to me.. I am restless..
Minggu, 23 Desember 2012
curiosity
People say too much of curiosity is a bad thing.....
well it's not like I over thinking (I try to not over think) but something unexpected happened today whether it is accidentally or naturally...
But I really dead seriously curious about this...
Just cannot get out from my head this freaking surprised me........
I don't know how to say it whether it is a good thing or a bad thing but I did not dislike it :P...
anyway I am bored now!!! Kearney really does not have any spirit for celebrating holiday huh???
ciao,
vicvangun si miss galau LOL
well it's not like I over thinking (I try to not over think) but something unexpected happened today whether it is accidentally or naturally...
But I really dead seriously curious about this...
Just cannot get out from my head this freaking surprised me........
I don't know how to say it whether it is a good thing or a bad thing but I did not dislike it :P...
anyway I am bored now!!! Kearney really does not have any spirit for celebrating holiday huh???
ciao,
vicvangun si miss galau LOL
What I did today
Honestly, today I did nothing...............
I went to wallgreen to print some picts.....
and went back home......
spacing out......
browsing.....
spacing out.......
read manga.......
spacing out.......
eat.........
go back to the internet.............
eat while browsing..........
spacing out again..............
eat snacks.............
spacing out................
eat snacks again...................
spacing out.......................
eat more snacks......................
spacing out again.........................
go back to browse...................
skype again........................
browse until the battery in my laptop died..............
spacing out while hearing music in the radio................
spacing out......................
open my laptop again..............
read manga..................
spacing out while writing this blog finally hahah LOL and now it's like 2.19 am in the morning OMG.. Im doing nothing Im super super boredd!!!!!!!
someone please cheer me up!!
PLEASE I BEG U THIS IS CHRISTMAS COMM'ON
I went to wallgreen to print some picts.....
and went back home......
spacing out......
browsing.....
spacing out.......
read manga.......
spacing out.......
eat.........
go back to the internet.............
eat while browsing..........
spacing out again..............
eat snacks.............
spacing out................
eat snacks again...................
spacing out.......................
eat more snacks......................
spacing out again.........................
go back to browse...................
skype again........................
browse until the battery in my laptop died..............
spacing out while hearing music in the radio................
spacing out......................
open my laptop again..............
read manga..................
spacing out while writing this blog finally hahah LOL and now it's like 2.19 am in the morning OMG.. Im doing nothing Im super super boredd!!!!!!!
someone please cheer me up!!
PLEASE I BEG U THIS IS CHRISTMAS COMM'ON
Jumat, 21 Desember 2012
oh Friday Nightt!!
Im doing nothing lol!!!!
actually i went to shopping mall with my friend earlier but i didnt really shop..
I just bought scarf and cami..
but i still got some pictures for u aww
DONE!!!CIAO!!GALAU!!
actually i went to shopping mall with my friend earlier but i didnt really shop..
I just bought scarf and cami..
but i still got some pictures for u aww
Kamis, 20 Desember 2012
SNOWINNGG!!!
Today I feel bored and excited at the same time.. U know what..It's is snowing very hard in Kearney right now..LOLSS..
Yeahhh.. those people are my friends..They want to hang out outside of the house while it was snowing so bad and i was like no way!!! but they told me we are still young!!true that lol!!!
I love them LOL!!!
anw, I have to stayed all day long due to heavy snow..I cannot go anywhere..little bit sad but that's okay!!!!!!I have to be cool LOL (so random)
And all of sudden!! my friend came and give me a Christmas' card!!!so happy!!
It meant a lot for me thank you so much!!! kamsahamnida!!!!!
anddd~ I was bored all night so I decided to draw lololss...
Actually this picture was from long time ago I just took a picture of it because it looks good???
anw...Here's my drawing
I copy it right away from my ipod touch LOL!! I feel like i dont want to colour it because I dont feel confident for using watercolor..But the thing is!!! watercolor is the only one I got!!! so suck it upp!!!LOL!!
That's all for today!!!
I hope I can be cooler next time lol!!
X.O.X.O
vicvangun
anw, I have to stayed all day long due to heavy snow..I cannot go anywhere..little bit sad but that's okay!!!!!!I have to be cool LOL (so random)
And all of sudden!! my friend came and give me a Christmas' card!!!so happy!!
anddd~ I was bored all night so I decided to draw lololss...
anw...Here's my drawing
That's all for today!!!
I hope I can be cooler next time lol!!
X.O.X.O
vicvangun
Selasa, 18 Desember 2012
Thanks a lot!!
yeah it's been fun with u..
I realized from today onwards we re never going to be like we used to be..
soo...ciaoo.. FAREWELL byeee.. that was my farewell to u.. I know u thought of me weird but let me just get clear to u..that's a christmas gift and it's nothing super nothing..
so..im relieved it s coming down to the conclusion...that we never have a thing together..well we did but we just deny it each other..
Honestly, Im kinda sad right now but that's okay..it's better this way...
have a great time later!!
X.O.X.O
vicvangun
I realized from today onwards we re never going to be like we used to be..
soo...ciaoo.. FAREWELL byeee.. that was my farewell to u.. I know u thought of me weird but let me just get clear to u..that's a christmas gift and it's nothing super nothing..
so..im relieved it s coming down to the conclusion...that we never have a thing together..well we did but we just deny it each other..
Honestly, Im kinda sad right now but that's okay..it's better this way...
have a great time later!!
X.O.X.O
vicvangun
RANDOM
SAYA BAHAGIA KARENA GPA SAYA 3.45 HAMPIR 3.5 LOLOLOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
cb kl accounting gw ga jelek pasti gw dpt bagus aaaaaaaaa
cb kl accounting gw ga jelek pasti gw dpt bagus aaaaaaaaa
trying to be cool
Well.....
I tried...I tried to be cool..to this guy..
but he reply me this morning and say omg the text wasnt send actually and I was like okkayy keep it cool dont get to excited..
I dont know what should I do from now on but I really try hard to keep it cool...
anw..I HAVE TO BE COOL PERIOD!!!
I tried...I tried to be cool..to this guy..
but he reply me this morning and say omg the text wasnt send actually and I was like okkayy keep it cool dont get to excited..
I dont know what should I do from now on but I really try hard to keep it cool...
anw..I HAVE TO BE COOL PERIOD!!!
Senin, 17 Desember 2012
.......
Dear, chalsengin oppa:
It's not like who is right and who is wrong..
I know I am gonna get hurt... he is no good for me..
But, i have a little confession to make okayy.. we did have something..
I meann..we got feelings for each other may be im not really sure from him but yeah from me..
And noww..I really try hard to forget him like dead seriously..
I feel sober today up until until and I feel lonely yeah..
I texted him first this morning but he didnt reply me although i knew that he read it already duh!!
anw..I was just gonna play a little bit more with him but it seems it's already over..(I sounded like a slut)
For those who are having same experience like me.........Dont fall for that guy too deep or else it would hurt u.. like me...or not...I dont know we'll see...
Fortunately..he's pretty awesome doing his job finding his gf's replacement.. and that was me lol..(over confident)
well I hate to say this but FAREWELL..nonono..we still gonna become a good 'friends' right????
I hope we can still keep continue for the time being not for the future I mean lololosss...
Sincerely,
your 'friend'
It's going down babiehh
I dont even know what that supposed to be mean but anw.. I've got a lot of issues and problems lately and I felt horrible at the same time because I couldnt solve it...
That was partially my fault too because I have a big mouth to share to people that I know..whenever I feel stressed and lonely, i just couldnt help it but talking about my issue to them..
For those who are having a similar situation like me let's high five LOLOLS..
well I should throw my bad habit.. this is couldnt be happening... I realized I made a mistake and I try to fix it but I cant..
So.. Today, honestly, I feel terribly lonely..I am sober now.. GALAUUU..
anw, I tried to cheer up myself.. I dressed up and I went to shop...
In the end, I purchase $50 for my shopping which is.......uhmmm........pretty expensive...lol...
But in order to relieve my stressed I just want to spend money THAT'S IT!!
and btw, I took some picture today..
I dont want to upload it on fb becauseeeeee.......my sis already warn me to not to..she was like pissed at me one time because her timeline was full of my pictures lololoss....
weelll yeahh that was it!!hope u guys like it (as if someone would read it lololo)
I feel terrible now I shall blame myself :(
That was partially my fault too because I have a big mouth to share to people that I know..whenever I feel stressed and lonely, i just couldnt help it but talking about my issue to them..
For those who are having a similar situation like me let's high five LOLOLS..
well I should throw my bad habit.. this is couldnt be happening... I realized I made a mistake and I try to fix it but I cant..
So.. Today, honestly, I feel terribly lonely..I am sober now.. GALAUUU..
anw, I tried to cheer up myself.. I dressed up and I went to shop...
In the end, I purchase $50 for my shopping which is.......uhmmm........pretty expensive...lol...
But in order to relieve my stressed I just want to spend money THAT'S IT!!
and btw, I took some picture today..
I dont want to upload it on fb becauseeeeee.......my sis already warn me to not to..she was like pissed at me one time because her timeline was full of my pictures lololoss....
weelll yeahh that was it!!hope u guys like it (as if someone would read it lololo)
I feel terrible now I shall blame myself :(
Rabu, 15 Agustus 2012
it s coming to the end......
Like I said from the title, my summer break is coming to its end.
I don't know should I happy about it because im going back to Kearney that's mean I'll be able to meet my friends there or should I be sad because I'm leaving all my beloved people.
Especially, this year I wasn't able to meet up with my sis who is happening having an internship in Germany for 7 months and she'll be back on 30 August to Indonesia meanwhile Im leaving from Indonesia to Kearney on 20August..
It is ironic isn't it?? I cannot endure my flight ticket just to meet up with my sis for only 10 days differences. I just wished I could extend the date until the beginning of September but everything have to be this way or else I don't know what kind of situation that I would be struggling with my school later on because it is starts on 20 August.
I really couldn't describe my feelings because it's all randomly mixed up.
Between sad and happy...
What's the name of those feeling??
Honestly i don't really want to know because if humans sense of curiosity is over limit he/she might done mad which is I'm telling you guys that I'm about to reach that level. hmmmmm.. not really tho :p
I had my summer in Korea for one month. It was really fun how I shop a lot and it cost pretty expensive in the end, I got my hair done in Korea (trying to adapt K-Pop style :P), hunting for a Korean guy just for fun without any meaning, wondering around Seoul city it was really developed place, went to hike and reached the peak ( I was extremely happy) it was freaking awesome and the mountain that we went has such a beautiful scenery, strolling at E-mart and tried every food that they try to sell, went to Sauna, watched batman at 2.30 am until 5.30 am and in the end I just find that movie was funny enough (may be I was too sleepy back then couldnt differentiate between good and comedy movie), got to know Korean food so well, went to Seul-Ki's grandma's house and had a barbeque with the kids, hang out with Kyu (Seul Ki's cousin) she was so nice, visit Seul-Ki's grandpa at hospital because he was injured, and finally I throw up for 4 times in a row because of welll u know what makes teenager act stupid and dumb. LOL
Anyway, today I went to Skye with Anita because I was curious what's in there.
Skye is a restaurant and lounge bar that has prestige peoples inside
that's my definition about Skye.
So we went there and you know what!! they wont let people under 19 year old pass through the lounge that has better view than the restaurant.
I mean I don't want to seat at the restaurant because it s just like the usual restaurant that I've had.
I want the outdoor lounge that Skye proud of.
So we just went to social house just to get dinner and drinks....
note: you could bring your own water bottle but...don't really show it to everyone in such a prestige restaurant because they might think of you in a bad way. We can just don't care about it but to think about it who wants their image got ruin because of water bottle?
This is my personal experience because I brought water bottle today and it was quite embarrassing for me :p
PLUS......
I met a lot of actress and actot at Grand Indonesia.....
Pasha Ungu, Manohara, Cynthia Laudya Bella, and Aldo with Mika Tambayong..
I was shocked seeing them together.. and I just pointed at them accidentally without thinking who they were. I thought I've seen their face before but it turned out they were actually actress and actor.
Aldo seemed surprise because someone just pointed at him so casually. Well I think my confidence is over reach now. He wouldn't even see me if he would so he wouldn't care too.
HAHAHAHAAH
GALAUU
XOXO
VV
I don't know should I happy about it because im going back to Kearney that's mean I'll be able to meet my friends there or should I be sad because I'm leaving all my beloved people.
Especially, this year I wasn't able to meet up with my sis who is happening having an internship in Germany for 7 months and she'll be back on 30 August to Indonesia meanwhile Im leaving from Indonesia to Kearney on 20August..
It is ironic isn't it?? I cannot endure my flight ticket just to meet up with my sis for only 10 days differences. I just wished I could extend the date until the beginning of September but everything have to be this way or else I don't know what kind of situation that I would be struggling with my school later on because it is starts on 20 August.
I really couldn't describe my feelings because it's all randomly mixed up.
Between sad and happy...
What's the name of those feeling??
Honestly i don't really want to know because if humans sense of curiosity is over limit he/she might done mad which is I'm telling you guys that I'm about to reach that level. hmmmmm.. not really tho :p
I had my summer in Korea for one month. It was really fun how I shop a lot and it cost pretty expensive in the end, I got my hair done in Korea (trying to adapt K-Pop style :P), hunting for a Korean guy just for fun without any meaning, wondering around Seoul city it was really developed place, went to hike and reached the peak ( I was extremely happy) it was freaking awesome and the mountain that we went has such a beautiful scenery, strolling at E-mart and tried every food that they try to sell, went to Sauna, watched batman at 2.30 am until 5.30 am and in the end I just find that movie was funny enough (may be I was too sleepy back then couldnt differentiate between good and comedy movie), got to know Korean food so well, went to Seul-Ki's grandma's house and had a barbeque with the kids, hang out with Kyu (Seul Ki's cousin) she was so nice, visit Seul-Ki's grandpa at hospital because he was injured, and finally I throw up for 4 times in a row because of welll u know what makes teenager act stupid and dumb. LOL
Anyway, today I went to Skye with Anita because I was curious what's in there.
Skye is a restaurant and lounge bar that has prestige peoples inside
that's my definition about Skye.
So we went there and you know what!! they wont let people under 19 year old pass through the lounge that has better view than the restaurant.
I mean I don't want to seat at the restaurant because it s just like the usual restaurant that I've had.
I want the outdoor lounge that Skye proud of.
So we just went to social house just to get dinner and drinks....
note: you could bring your own water bottle but...don't really show it to everyone in such a prestige restaurant because they might think of you in a bad way. We can just don't care about it but to think about it who wants their image got ruin because of water bottle?
This is my personal experience because I brought water bottle today and it was quite embarrassing for me :p
PLUS......
I met a lot of actress and actot at Grand Indonesia.....
Pasha Ungu, Manohara, Cynthia Laudya Bella, and Aldo with Mika Tambayong..
I was shocked seeing them together.. and I just pointed at them accidentally without thinking who they were. I thought I've seen their face before but it turned out they were actually actress and actor.
Aldo seemed surprise because someone just pointed at him so casually. Well I think my confidence is over reach now. He wouldn't even see me if he would so he wouldn't care too.
HAHAHAHAAH
GALAUU
XOXO
VV
Kamis, 07 Juni 2012
summer breaaaakk
Hai Guysss!!!
Whacha doin????
Im here finally in Indonesia for summer break yeayy after struggling a really loonngg flight!!
I arrived here around last 2 week actually but I didn't feel like want to blog right away at that time because I felt lazy. But something came up to me today that makes me wanna to start blogging again. That's because LS just came to Indonesia from Sin Jia Po and you know she is the one who inspired me to make blog from the start so here I am try to update my blog again..wawhawhahwha a.k.a LOL.
Many things happen while Im in Indonesia. My rents start to play golf instead of tennis and they start to ask me too. I feel confused. But nevermind I just want to know how to play golf.
My internet connection sukcsss!!!!!!! I couldn't keep in touch with my friend on facebook. But I have blackberry now which is now the most important thing in the world for teenager life.
My dad bought an iPad just for fun. He didnt even know how to use it but because of peer pressure he just bought it.
There was an awkward moment with the guy that I thought was close friend to me but apparently he wanted something from me. He was so nice at first but I found him a little bit creepy because he was unpredictable to give me things. Or there is a case where there were several of guys who dont use their mind or I called it idiot enough to ask to go out with another girl or he said just to confess his feelings but he didn't mean to go out with that girl because he already have a gilfriend. THAT WS AWKWARD. I didn't mean to point anyone okay..peaceee :) Im not being rude I just want to state my opinion in my BLOG what if that's happening (I dont think anyone would read this tho).
I m gonna fly to Korea not in a month.. I feel excited but sad at the same time tho..
I keep thinking why Im not having a boyfriend (this is usual thing even in nebraska LOL) well Im single and ready to minglee..hohoho..
Yesterday someone told my mom that she loves me more than my sis. And I said to my mom that it s not true because if you love me you wouldnt let me play tennis in the first place and at first I was totally kidding but she was like..'I thought you enjoyed it." uupppsss.. and I go "it's not like that mom. I got the benefit tho from it but the thing is something that I envy my sis which is she can go out every night if she was in my situation while me just accompanying you wherever you go. Conclusion I dont really have that many friends :( .."
That was awkward I think becasue I keep explaining to my mom until now actually..wahwhawha aka LOL..
Im officially become jobless and I have a friend of mine who have the same occupation as me so we can hang out together..ahhahahahahahhahaha...
My tenniss.........I will always love you even tho I play like shitt hahahahahahaa..sorry...Im such a bad player :(
That's all I wanna say in this section hope u guys have a good summer breakk!!!!
ciaaooooo..
X.O.X.O
V V
Whacha doin????
Im here finally in Indonesia for summer break yeayy after struggling a really loonngg flight!!
I arrived here around last 2 week actually but I didn't feel like want to blog right away at that time because I felt lazy. But something came up to me today that makes me wanna to start blogging again. That's because LS just came to Indonesia from Sin Jia Po and you know she is the one who inspired me to make blog from the start so here I am try to update my blog again..wawhawhahwha a.k.a LOL.
Many things happen while Im in Indonesia. My rents start to play golf instead of tennis and they start to ask me too. I feel confused. But nevermind I just want to know how to play golf.
My internet connection sukcsss!!!!!!! I couldn't keep in touch with my friend on facebook. But I have blackberry now which is now the most important thing in the world for teenager life.
My dad bought an iPad just for fun. He didnt even know how to use it but because of peer pressure he just bought it.
There was an awkward moment with the guy that I thought was close friend to me but apparently he wanted something from me. He was so nice at first but I found him a little bit creepy because he was unpredictable to give me things. Or there is a case where there were several of guys who dont use their mind or I called it idiot enough to ask to go out with another girl or he said just to confess his feelings but he didn't mean to go out with that girl because he already have a gilfriend. THAT WS AWKWARD. I didn't mean to point anyone okay..peaceee :) Im not being rude I just want to state my opinion in my BLOG what if that's happening (I dont think anyone would read this tho).
I m gonna fly to Korea not in a month.. I feel excited but sad at the same time tho..
I keep thinking why Im not having a boyfriend (this is usual thing even in nebraska LOL) well Im single and ready to minglee..hohoho..
Yesterday someone told my mom that she loves me more than my sis. And I said to my mom that it s not true because if you love me you wouldnt let me play tennis in the first place and at first I was totally kidding but she was like..'I thought you enjoyed it." uupppsss.. and I go "it's not like that mom. I got the benefit tho from it but the thing is something that I envy my sis which is she can go out every night if she was in my situation while me just accompanying you wherever you go. Conclusion I dont really have that many friends :( .."
That was awkward I think becasue I keep explaining to my mom until now actually..wahwhawha aka LOL..
Im officially become jobless and I have a friend of mine who have the same occupation as me so we can hang out together..ahhahahahahahhahaha...
My tenniss.........I will always love you even tho I play like shitt hahahahahahaa..sorry...Im such a bad player :(
That's all I wanna say in this section hope u guys have a good summer breakk!!!!
ciaaooooo..
X.O.X.O
V V
Kamis, 29 Desember 2011
Florida part 3..
All start with turkey leg..Yummm
me en revell in universal studio
three of them on the street
me...camwhoring myself..:p
Kentaro-san eating turkey legg...
me en kentaro
cherry en revel
me at universal studioo..
I think that's all for todayy..there is aloott more photoss im telling u..ahahah
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